You know there are some days where I wish I was in Tennessee already.  Because all of this drama just makes it much worse on me.  I want to be able to be in a dorm with out my mom there.  Even though I know I will miss her. But we have to let go some time. I want to be able to get through a day without Nora Ann calling to complain how much she hates high school.  She only has like 32 days left.  I want to be on my own. I want to have friends that I haven't known ever. I want to meet guys who actually like me. I want to be apart of something that keeps me involved.  I want UT.  But I can't have it till august.  Well, that's enough venting for today.  I'll come back later.

kathryn e.

Well, orientation is in less than a month!!!  Anyway, I'm am so stressed out on my school work. It's not even funny.  I have a test on monday about this novel that i haven't finished yet.  And i have to try to get better in biology.  To at least make a passing grade.  But anyway, I love all of you!!!  Let me know how you guys are!!!

Kathryn Elise

Today is February 21, 2006.  Wow, not long till march.  Wow, this year has flown by!!  This weekend is the snowball at Clinton High School, and my friend Nora Ann is bringing this guy Chris by my house to meet him.  Because apparently she wants my input on him. HA!  This is a first.  Then, march 3, 4, 5, i will be at my dad's because my dad turns 49 on the 5th.  GO ROBBIE!! ONE MORE YEAR AND YOU'LL BE OVER THE HILL! Nah, i love you daddy!!  Then on the 10th, i am going to visit my future home, The university of tennessee. Yep, i will be getting up at 4:30 in the morning maybe 4:00, leave at 5:00, and the tour is at 11:15.  Ah, i shall be sleeping all the way there.  I AM SO EXCITED!!!I'm doing errands today with Kelly, instead of eating with her.  SO that should be fun.  The money can be saved for gas!!  Life is going pretty good.  I miss my family is Spartanburg more and more everyday!!  I want to see aubrey grow up and i won't get to.  I want to see Ethan go to high school or have a crush on a girl.  But i'm not there too.  Adam, the oldest, is always working and he will hopefully be starting tech in the fall. Alex is in Hartsville at Coker college. And Jordan will be going to North Greenville.  The only time i'll get to spend with them before i go off to school is if I'm lucky, Fourth of July.  THis is sad.  I miss the old days, building forts  in the den.  Dressing up in night gowns.  And just being kids.  But this is the way life is. We grow up and we don't get to do that stuff anymore.

Well i love you all!!

Kathryn Elise

You know, for once i really wish that people would just listen to me and trust that what i say is true.  This weekend I went to Spartanburg to visit my dad's family, and to celebrate me getting into College. Even though i am already in college.  But anyway.  I went up there and a friend, Ben, was back from Lousiana for about two weeks, he's staying up there. But it was fun to have him around again.  Everyone who knows me, knows that i am a light sleeper.  "Light" doesn't even describe it.  You could breathe while I'm sleeping and I wake up instantly.  Ben was using this against me, saying they were going to come in and do something like dog pile on me or something. GRR!! Not a three in the morning please!!  But anyway back to my original point.  My dad, Step mom, step sister, and I had a conversation about something, which i will not bring up, because it has been resolved now.  But they kept saying these things that i didn't want to hear.  You know, they were judging a person without even knowing them.  They have never met this person before, they know them because i have talked about them to those guys.  GRR!! It has made me so mad. And they don't even realize it.  I know when I meet someone, i judge them instantly.  So i won't have to later on in life.  I know this person, i mean KNOW.  Okay, I just really wish people could just trust my choice in the people i want to hang out with.  But that's enough of my venting for today.  I love you all.  Most importantly, i love HIM.

 Kathryn Elise